Archive for March, 2005

izinkan

Friday, March 25th, 2005

Izinkan

by Ruffedge

Izinkan aku melafazkan isi hatiku
Kau yang satu
Bagiku tiada yang lain dari mu

Pastiku kan ubati luka mu
Segala kemahuan mu ku beri
Janjiku pada mu
Hatiku hanya untuk mu

Tiada yang lain dari mu
Hasratku hanyalah untuk mu
Izinkan aku lafazkan isi hatiku

Masihkah aku
Bertakhta di hatimu
Janji ku padamu
Hatiku kau perlu tahu

Tiada yang lain dari mu
Hasratku hanyalah untukmu
Masihkah aku
Bertakhta dalam hidupmu

Mainanku, igauanku
Hanya perasaan yang mengundang
Haruskah dirimu…oh
Membenci diriku
Ku pohon maaf dari mu

Tiada yang lain dari mu
Hasratku hanyalah untuk mu
Berikan diriku
Secebis senyum tawa mu
Ku rindu sentuhan mu

Bagaikan mentari di hati
Bila kau kembali di sisi
Kau membawa erti
Hidupku ini kembali berseri

Tiada yang lain dari mu
Hasratku hanyalah untuk mu
Izinkan aku
Lafazkan isi hatiku

Dirimu hanya untuk ku
Tiba masa kita bersama
Janji ku pada mu
Hatiku…..

mockingbird - eminem

Thursday, March 24th, 2005

Yeah

I know sometimes

Things may not… always make sense to you right now

But hey, what daddy always tell you?

Straiten up little soldier

Stiffen up that upper lip

What you cryin’ about?

You got me

Hailie I know you miss your mom

And I know you miss your dad

When I’m gone

But I’m tryin’ to give you the life that I never had

I can see you’re sad

Even when you smile

Even when you laugh

I can see it in your eyes

Deep inside, you wanna cry

Cuz you’re scared

I ain’t there, Daddy’s with you in your prayers

No more cryin’, wipe them tears

Daddy’s here, no more nightmares

We gon’ pull together through it

We gon’ do it

Lainie, uncle’s crazy ain’t he

Yeah but he loves you girl and you better know it

We’re all we got in this world

When it spins, when it swirls

When it whirls, when it twirls

Two little beautiful girls

Lookin’ puzzled, in a daze

I know it’s confusin’ you

Daddy’s always on the move, mama’s always on the news

I try to keep you sheltered from it

But somehow it seems

The harder that I try to do that

The more it backfires on me

All the things growin up as daddy that he had to see

Daddy don’t want you to see

But you see just as much as he did

We did not plan it to be this way

Your mother and me

But things have got so bad between us

I don’t see us ever being together

Ever again

Like we used to be when we was teenagers

But then of course everything always happens for a reason

I guess it was never meant to be

But it’s just something we have no control over

And that’s what destiny is

But no more worries

Rest your head and go to sleep

Maybe one day we’ll wake up and this’ll all just be a dream

CHORUS:

Now hush little baby don’t you cry

Everything’s gonna be alright

Stiffen that upper lip up

Little lady, I told ya

Daddy’s here to hold ya

Through the night

I know mommy’s not here right now and we don’t know why

We feel how we feel inside

It may seem a little crazy

Pretty baby

But I promise: mama’s gonna be alright

It’s funny

I remember back one year when daddy had no money

Mommy wrapped the christmas presents up and stuck em’ under the tree

And said some of em’ were from me

Cuz daddy couldn’t buy em’

I’ll never forget that Christmas

I sat up the whole night cryin’

Cuz daddy felt like a bum

See daddy had a job

But his job was to keep the food on the table for you and mom

And at the time

Every house that we lived in

Either kept getting broken into and robbed

Or shot up on the block

And your mom was saving money for you in a jar

Tryin’ to start a piggy bank for you so that you could go to college

Almost had a thousand dollars

Til someone broke in and stole it

And I know it hurt so bad it broke your mama’s heart

And it seemed like everything was starting to fall apart

Mom and dad was arguin’ alot so mama moved back on the Chalmers in a flat

One bedroom appartment

And dad moved back to the other side of 8 mile on Novara

And that’s when daddy went to California with his CD

And met Dr Dre, and flew you and mama out to see me

But Daddy had to work

You and mama had to leave me

Then you started to see daddy on the TV

And mama didn’t like it

And you an’ Lainie were too young to understand it

Papa was a Rolling Stone, mama developed a habit

And it all happened to fast for either one of us to grab it

I’m just sorry you were there and had to witness it first hand

Cuz all I ever wanted to do was just make you proud

Now I’m sittin’ in this empty house

Just reminicin lookin’ at your baby pictures it just trips me out

To see how much you both have grown it’s almost like your sisters now

Wow, guess you pretty much are

And daddy’s still here

Lainie I’m talking to you too

Daddy’s still here

I like the sound of that, yeah

It’s got a ring to it don’t it

Shh… mama’s only gone for the moment

Chorus

And if you ask me to, daddy’s gonna buy you a mocking bird

I’ma give you the world

I’ma buy a diamond ring for you

I’ma sing for you

I’ll do anything for you to see you smile

And if that mocking bird don’t sing and that ring don’t shine

I’ma break that birdy’s neck

I’ll go back to the jeweler who sold it to ya

And make em eat every carat, don’t f**k with dad

Pelangi… Persahabatan… Anugerah Ilahi…

Wednesday, March 23rd, 2005

PELANGI

Pelangi itu indah. warnanya sempat membuat
orang terpana. Saat hujan mulai reda pelangi itu
muncul. Tapi kemunculan pelangi tak terlalu
lama seiring dengan kembalinya alam pada
keceriaanya. Itulah hidup, gambarannya tak
ubahnya sebuah pelangi yang menghiasi bumi.
Hanya manusia terpilih yang dapat melihat dan
menikmati keindahan pelangi. Dan manusia
terpilih itu juga yang akan merasakan
kecewanya kehilangan keindahan itu..

PERSAHABATAN

Persahabatan itu juga indah. Sahabat itu
sebahagian dari hati. Pepatah pernah berkata
bahwa, mencari seribu musuh lebih mudah dari
mencari satu sahabat. Kadang orang
dihadapkan oleh 2 pilihan. Persahabatan atau
cinta. Kadang orang terlalu munafik dengan
mengatakan lebih memilih sahabat daripada
cinta. Tapi apakah orang itu akan dikatakan
kejam dengan memilih cinta daripada
persahabatan. Terkadang "sesuatu" datang dan
pergi tanpa disangka,…. tetapi semua itu begitu
indah… . Batapa indahnya apabila
persahabatan, cinta dan rasa kasih sayang itu
tumbuh dan berkembang pada hati
sanubari "seseorang" yang menjadi pendamping
hidup kita nanti.

ANUGERAH ILAHI

Jangan cepat puas dengan kekayaan dan
kebahagiaan. Karena Tuhan punya berbagai
macam cara untuk menguji umatnya. Termasuk
dengan kekayaan dan kebahagiaan. Pada
suatu saat seseoran bertanya "Jikalau engkau
diberikan pilihan anugerah, kekayaan harta dan
satunya kekayaan hati dan rasa syukur….
mana yang akan engkau pilih?", Kemudian
seorang lain menjawab "Aku berharap dan
berdoa kepada Allah swt memberikan anugerah
kedua-duanya… tapi jika salah satu maka aku
akan memilih kekayaan hati dan rasa syukur".
Kemudian yang seseorang lagi
bertanya "Mengapa engkau memilih yang satu
itu dan bukan yang lainnya". Sambil tatapan
matanya menerawang jauh kedepan dan sambil
tersenyum dengan penuh harapan dia
menjawab "Karena dengan kekayaan hati, aku
akan lebih banyak bersyukur daripada
mengeluh". Setelah meneguk segelas air putih
ia melanjutkan ucapannya "Dan dengan rasa
syukur itu aku yakin, Insyaallah Allah SWT akan
menambah Nikmat kepada hamba-Nya". Betapa
indahnya dan bahagianya seandainya aku
bisa… , cuma satu yang kulakukan… tetap
berusaha, berdoa dan kuserahkan semua
kembali kepada-Nya.

Alangkah Indahnya Hidup Ini…

Wednesday, March 23rd, 2005

Alangkah Indahnya Hidup Ini

by Raihan

Kejam

Alangkah indahnya hidup ini
Andai dapat kutatap wajahmu
Kan pasti mengalir air mataku
Kerna pancaran ketenanganmu

Alangkah indahnya hidup ini
Andai dapat kukucup tanganmu
Moga mengalir keberkatan dalam diriku
Untuk mengikut jejak langkahmuBinatang

Ya Rasulullah Ya Habiballah
Tak pernah kutatap wajahmu
Ya Rasulullah Ya Habiballah
Kami rindu padamu
Allahumma Solli Ala Muhammad
Ya Rabbi Solli Alaihi Wasallim ( 2X )

Alangkah indahnya hidup ini
Andai dapat kudakap dirimu
Tiada kata yang dapat aku ucapkan
Hanya tuhan saja yang tahuShot_to_death

Kutahu cintamu kepada umat
Umati kutahu bimbangnya kau tentang kami
Syafaatkan kami
Alangkah indahnya hidup ini
Andai dapat kutatap wajahmu

Kan pasti mengalir air mataku
Kerna pancaran ketenanganmu
Ya Rasulullah Ya Habiballah
Terimalah kami sebagai umatmu
Ya Rasulullah Ya Habiballah
Kurniakanlah syafaatmu

eyes on me…

Wednesday, March 23rd, 2005

Kupi_kupi

Eyes on me…

by Faye Wong

Whenever I sang my songs,
On the stage,
On my own.
Whenever I said my words,
wishing they would be heard.
I saw you smiling at me,
Was it real or just my fantasy?
You’d always be there in the corner, of this tiny little bar.

My last night here for you,
same old songs just once more.
My last night here with you?
Maybe yes, maybe no.
I kind of liked it your way,
how you shyly placed your eyes on me.
Did you ever know that I had mine on you?

Darling so there you are!
With that look on your face.
As if your never hurt.
As if your never down.
Shall I be the one for you,
Who pinches you softly but sure?
If frown is shown then,
I will know that you are no dreamer.

So let me come to you
Close as I wanna be.
Close enough for me
to feel your heart beating fast
and stay there as i whisper
how i loved your peaceful eyes on me
did you ever know that i had mine on you?

Darling so share with me,
your love if you have enough,
your tears if your holding back,
or pain if thats what it is.
How can i let you know?
I’m more than the dress and the voice.
Just reach me out then,
You will know that you are not dreaming.

Darling so there you are!
With that look on your face.
As if your never hurt.
As if your never down.
Shall I be the one for you,
Who pinches you softly but sure?
If frown is shown then,
I will know that you are no dreamer.